


sigurni viver



sigurni viver
uhh nervous as fuck before taking my first ever weaving class tomorrow, just putting this out here so i can go to sleep (i have some hopes)
merry christmas to my orthodox christian bitches
not to be anarcho-primitivist, but i would only sing bruce springsteen at a karaoke bar
springteen
this is the one
if you can somehow help my friends Sanja and Lav, that would be great <3
seeing vaguely liberal youth of america gaining class consciousness was my highlight of 2017, but also closing credits of ‘good time’, adn also yall’s reaction when that ‘karma got it’s kiss for me’ video first appeared
new insomnia fantasy: designing and running a small restaurant-bar, picturing every corner of every room, small details on the walls, in the kitchen and in the toilets, imagining touching the tables, cleaning the huge windows, making a playlist for the day, talking with the rest of the workers, sharing bread and soup, exploring new fruits for the seasonal pie, sitting alone at one of the tables after the rush hour and just writing something on a piece of paper, closing up after everyone goes home and opening up first thing in the morning. this helps me sleep
remembered the “bro what the FUCK are the Cocteau Twins saying“ meme while out with my friends and felt out-of-control ridiculous and alienated
intrusive thought since this morning: gonna move to newyork and die like a heroin rat
happy anniversary to laika in space
aren’t we all a street dog just waiting to be launched among the stars
liz harris has instagram
got to a place, emotionally, where i feel more attraction to people who very obviously have their shit together, know what they want and have a clear and strong political attitude, and also the other way around, i have less or almost no patience for people who are confused by their own repeating mistakes, especially if they self-romanticise their inability to be organized, responsible and supportive. i understand how all of that sounds logical, but it took me years to be able to process that emotionally and get to a clearing